run away

It’s easier to run away than to know what to say. To the one’s who never left me, I’m sorry. Sometimes I just want to cave in, I don’t want to fight. We’ve been down this road one to many times. Going about the same damn thing all the time reminding me how horrible of a person I am. 

Why do I hold on to you? Thought I knew better. So easy to fall, too easy to fall. 

I’m trying but don’t know how. I try but I’m struggling. After all these time, you might say I’m wasted on you but when you break I’ll break for you too. I’ll take the punches for you but you’re the one throwing it. I know love has been unkind for the two of us.