stupid.

Depending on myself to feel better, because the person whom I have entrusted it with apparently is the one who is inflicting the pain. 

I'm only human, why do I have to go through all of this. That word you said just playing in my mind every second.

And worst, I can't rely on anyone to repair this unsettled feelings.

Till then,

I deserve better, I deserve to have my feelings protected at all costs.

p.s Just hanging on a thin line, forcing myself to hang on tight on this emotional ride.