pleasing others;

Hi.

I really need to learn how to stop caring about other people's feelings.
I know it sounds somewhat draconian but sometimes I need to think of what i want in my life and what really makes me happy, not what others will feel.
At the end of the day, whatever I choose to do, although it might make some people happy, I will still upset or hurt or disappoint another.

Is acceptance really that difficult?

So sick of this.

Till then,
Such a fine line between holding on and letting go.

p.s Sometimes, I really think that only my family understands what I'm feeling, accepts whatever I choose to do, feel whatever I'm feeling. And still love me for that.