June 27, 2008
The Story Once Told~
This blog goes to those who dun really meant wat they say.. Last time, u said we were gonna be friends forever!! n now.. wat r we?? nothing.. but juz a name heard b4 dat had been thrown away in a dumpster.. u promised dat we'll do all silly n happy stuffs together.. wat happened?? u have ur frens to do them with you.. you said when you're bored u'll always contact me.. no matter day or night.. now.. u have ur own frens 2 do dat to.. Once, you said i was de only fren who lit up ur life.. da one who made u noe da meaning of true friendship.. All you do now, is find another fren because u already learned how 2 find a fren.. You said u were da luckiest person to meet me.. but, i guess u're happier n luckier than before to meet ur new fren now.. I remember clearly, u telling me no matter how i hurt u, u noe its an accident.. But, its when u met ur new fren.. You find da slightest mistake i done juz 2 leave me.. During da happier moments last time, u told me all ur secrets, all ur hatred, all ur anger and all ur dissatisfication.. And i kept it 2 myself.. What happened 2 those i told you? You promised not 2 tell.. but u just go around telling everybody.. PROMISE is a very big word! Please dun use it if u dun mean it.. We liked 2 joke around each time.. talking nonsense.. without bothering about our phone expenses.. Juz then, when i message u, u said u had 2 control ur expenses.. Or u're busy.. studying.. or whatever.. I'm not controlling ur life.. Everything's changed.. When u tell me something u're unhappy about, i find my very best way 2 make u cheer up.. But, all u do is juz telling me straight dat my words arent helping at all.. n order me 2 leave u alone.. I'm not someone who is to be used!! When u're bored u come n find me.. When ur not, u'll juz act as if i did not exist in dis world before.. I found that some people are born with wisdom, but others are dull and ignorant.. I guess dat's all i wanna say.. I dun want you 2 have me back.. Just to tell you u're mistake.. so dat u'll not suffer by then.. Nobody's perfect.. Even me.. If i'd said anything wrong or done anything wrong, i truely deeply apologize as i noe dis might be da best way 4 u not 2 ignore me.. And noe wat i seriously think of you..
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