It doesnt make sense anymore!

Since dat day! wat i tought of u was different from now.. u may be close 2 me.. but u do not noe how i feel about u rite now.. i'm always lyk da happy-go-lucky kinda person in front of u.. but.. if u would understand how i feel, i would more likely to appreciate dat.. so, wat the hell are u doing rite now? trying 2 be all dat juz 2 keep ur fame?? who cares man.. i hope u noe dis.. u're juz keeping ur FAME!! u heard? FAME n maybe POPULARITY.. i wouldnt noe.. but wtv u plan on doing dis, its not working okay? to tell u da truth.. u're juz making a fool out of urself.. n its not vry nice.. so, y don't u juz change ur attitude?? two words : BE YOURSELF!! pls dun act as if u care.. i noe when u really care n when u don't!! and i dun think u have da right 2 juz condemn ppl lyk dat.. u might feel its fun.. but its hurting.. i won't noe who u are.. becos u don't noe i'm talking bout u.. i hope u noe, because of u i sacrifised a lot ? my patience, my time, my work.. i helped u a lot.. n i dun think i deserve wat i'm having now.. but if u want 2 be fair n square.. i can treat u lyk how u treat me! so, i hope u can change.. n F.Y.I i'm not jealous of u.. so wat? some of ur grades are a lil better than mine?? i dun care.. u may have IQ but not EQ.. after all we dun have all dat things in common.. n u hate those ppl dat are close 2 me.. so, wats da point of it? u see it in a different perspective rite now.. u think i can stand u? da answer is juz a big NO!!! even if i noe something.. dat is not important 2 u.. u juz force me 2 tell u.. cos u dun wanna be left out rite? anytime i juz said wat i think of something, u juz have 2 go against it! issit dat fun 2 do so? n in front of me.. i dare 2 admit.. u're kinda good to me!! but in front or others or should i say.. those ppl dat u want 2 be admired by.. u're juz plain embarassing me.. making fun? or make me a fool in front of them? okay.. i juz totally dun understand u.. r u born 2 be lyk dat?? i dun wanna be admired by others.. i juz wanna be myself.. n not a clown juz walking n kept falling! pls dun use da term WE anymore.. its not bout me n u.. we don't belong in da same cirlce of friends in my life.. n dis is da most important thing bout u.. u have always spread rumours dat are so UNTRUE about me.. n all those gossips i told u.. y did i even trust u?? n 2 tell u? those ppl are my FRIENDS.. dun embarassed them lyk how u did 2 me.. its NOT VERY NICE!! so, i hope u are happy now!! n contented or rather, satisfied! da quote : ur life is juz lyk facing urself in da mirror.. shoot it.. n da bullet wil come back to u!! I HOPE U GET WAT IT IS!!

p.s i'm not saying i hate u okay.. i juz dun really lyk ur attitude.. or the way u treat me..